We're racing through the dark,

11:47pm: i don't know if i could be any more at the bottom right now.

1:32am: oh i'm just getting 4 teeth shattered and ripped out of my jaw this weekend, it's no big deal, really.

this weekend was really rough, i havn't been that mad or upset in a really long time, i just think that was the peak of everything that was building up inside of us. you did some things that you shouldn't of done and said some things that shouldn't of been said, and i said somethings that shouldn't of been said, but i know it was all out of anger... i hope. But so far it looks like things are starting to look up already, and that makes me really happy, because i was worried for a little bit. really.

i feel really crappy, and i know it's because of how i eat, i REALLY need to start eating better.

oh and if i see one more episode of parental control i swear i'm going to explode or go attack mtv or something, one of the two, i hope it's the second option.

11:50pm: this town was cool for one night, early july
childhood friends have all grown up,
and i don't think i can ever remember a time that this place felt quite like home.

I thought tonight was going to be fun, but screw halloween. The past three years of halloween have sucked, and i can give you a reason for each one and you would agree with me. Fuck tonight. I don't understand you. I need some friends. I need to get out of here for a bit. I need to do something amazing, something that can take my mind off of things. I'm most likely free all weekend, anyone wanna hang out with me?

I need help. Help?

I can only think of about 3 people off the top of my head who probably read this. cool. fuck you.

9:41am: IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

this makes a lot of sense... right?

Opening Credits:
The Doors - Light My Fire

Waking Up:
Gatsby's American Dream - A Manifesto Of Tangible Wealth

First Day At School:
The Anniversary - Outro In No Minor

Falling In Love:
Between The Buried & Me - Arsonist

Breaking Up:
The Locust - Spitting In The Faces Of Fools As A Source Of Nutrition

Prom:
Between The Buried & Me - Aspirations

Life's Okay:
Between The Buried & Me - Ad A Dglgmut

Mental Breakdown:
Further Seems Forever - Wearing Thin

Driving:
American Football - I'll See You When We're Both...

Flashback:
Air - Clouds Up

Getting Back:
Jimmy Eat World - Opener

Birth of Child:
Idiot Pilot - Strange We Should Meet Here

Wedding Song:
Mewithoutyou - January 1979

Final Battle:
Tortoise - Swung From The Gutters

Death Scene:
The Sound Of Animals Fighting - Act IV: You Don't Need A Witness

Funeral Song:
Pretty Girls Make Graves - The New Romance

End Credits:
Rocky Votolato - Treepeople

I don't think that sound track works at all. Simply because it's my music. haha.

11:32pm: I love how music is like a sense.. if you listen to a certain song or album it can take you back to any moment.. and how a certain song, artist, or album can remind you of someone. Like Anna, whenever i listen to The Appleseed Cast, The Cure, The Arcade Fire, or Cyndi Lauper i automatically think about her and the first summer we spent together. Probably because those were the main things we listened to ALL summer long, driving to and from seattle and laying in her room.

A random one: Whenever i listen to the song "Nightingale" by Saves the Day I always think about the time when me, josh, jessica, jennifer, marc, and melyssa were all in jessica's basement with the lights off and we had jessica's colored disco globe spinning. Everyone was laying on the floor and in her hammock and someone turned that song on (i forget who) and jennifer said "you couldn't of picked a more perfect song for right now." Everyone just layed there in the dark with the colors spinning around the room. And no matter what when i hear that song I think about that time. It was nice.

5:13pm: It really depresses me knowing that my childhood is basically over...

well Anna is on her way over and all will be well again.

12:57pm: So tuesday was mine and Anna's year and a half.. it sucked because i didn't get to see her until 9 for like a hour, because she has school until 2 and i had to leave for my classes at 2:45 - 8. But when she was at school i snuck into her room and left her flowers and a card. We are gonna celebrate this weekend though. Should be funnn.

It seems wierd to think that it has been a year and a half. That's a long time! When we started "going out" i was 16, now i'm 18. I dunno, when i put it that way, it seems a lot longer.

That's:

A year and a half
2 springs
2 summers
1 fall
1 winter
18 months
548 days
13, 152 hours
789, 120 minutes
47, 347, 200 seconds

:)

9:18pm: NOOOOO!! SHAUN ALEXANDER FRACTURED HIS FOOT!

3:14pm: So today was my first day of classes. Or should i say class, because i only had one, math. My math teacher is rad. Before my class i was talking with Justin in the hallway and we saw this guy with really long hair and he looked kinda funny, and we were both like "OH i hope i have him as a teacher!" and what do ya know. He's my math teacher. He is really soft spoken and he would say funny stuff. Like when he would do a problem on the board and he would get the answer he would be like "and the answer is a big fat 3" then he would smerk a bit. I think i was the only one who found this humrous. And i sat next to this kid that was kind of annoying cuz he kept talking to me while the teacher was talking. But then i saw him when i was getting myt student ID and he made the best face ever in his picture so it made up for his annoyingness and i like him now.

And for tomorrow i actually have classes with my Kyle and Justin! So that will be interesting, i hope we don't start cracking up during class... because that is something we WOULD do. Like that one time when we were getting a tour of Cascadia and we couldn't sop laughing at the guy in the media center because his hair was fire red and spiked and he had flame shoes and it reminded me of that fire guy in that one christmas movie. Oh man it was horrible because we were supposed to be quiet.

Oh and at Cascadia you can get Office for Macs for $6! Instead of $150 in stores. So i got that and saved a lot of money. rad.

later.

1:07am: I haven't used this thing in a while. I think i'm gonna start posting everyonce and a while now.. even though nobody even uses this thing anymore and probably don't care..

So I've been watching Freaks and Geeks and i only have one more episode left until it's all gone, it makes me sad because it was a such a good show and they only made one season. I have no idea why they ended that, soo good.

I'm really gonne get in the holiday spirit this year, trust me. Bring on the holidays!!!.

Things have been going pretty good, i start Cascadia on monday and i'm pretty excited, i hope i get to meet some cool new people. But if not i'll have kyle and justin there with me and we can make anything fun so that will be cool..

i dunno i'm kinda rusty at this, it's gonna take a while before i get back in the swing of things.

Adios muchachos!

3:26pm:

i would have to say the grossest movie ever is junior. the movie when arnold schwarzenegger gets pregnant and has a baby. what the hell.

 

( ew. )

9:03pm:

life has been soo good for the past 2 months. im pretty sure its gonna get better from now on : ) too bad all my grades are going downhill and im most likely gonna be grounded when report cards come out. shit. i must have fun while i can.

 

( basically. )

8:01pm: i have cut the strings.

the ocean is so scary.

heres some pictures of some creatues that got washed up from the tsunami that no one has ever seen before.

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/seacreatures.html

 ( megalodon )

9:05pm: why do you let them count your teeth in your sleep?
you know its getting close to spring when you can hear frogs at night...i dont want it to be summer, but want to innertube badly and have no school. so far this year has been the best yet. and i know this summer will be the best ever.

12:45am: Dr. Acula

3:29pm:

( !!! )

9:19pm: chnitemmbts: yeah so i thought i saw you driving, down by evans house, so i started flipping you off, from a long way away

chnitemmbts: and then as you got closer you flipped me off, then i realized you were a greasy man with a mustache

chnitemmbts: i was pretty embarassd

HAHAHA.

8:14pm:

( . )

11:03pm: ive always wanted to trick someone by mixing dog food into the cocoa puffs.

2:43pm: i want to be cool too.
If you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you....

3:20pm:

( Pretty Girls Make Graves/These Arms Are Snakes/Rocky Votolato show. )

6:45pm: so i am convinced that star wars: the empire strikes back for Super Nintendo is IMPOSSIBLE to beat. let alone get past the first 2 levels. Its like ohh hey i killed you. but youre back??. makes me mad just thinking about it.

9:42pm: trix are back in balls. no more fruit shape crap. yess. it hasnt been like this since i was like...4.

9:33pm:

( STRESSED! )

9:55pm:

( GOOD THING THE LIGHT WAS ON. )